have you ever laid in your bed and just cried ? because you think your ugly . because your not good enough for anyone . you’ve counted all your flaws from head to toe , making yourself feel worse . cried because all the comments that people blurt out , actually hurt ? cried because your family is dysfunctional and never understands you . they tell you to stop complaining . they tell you that you have it so much better then kids in Africa , even though they don’t understand your life either . you don’t want to feel like an attention seeker , so you bottle everything up . around friends and family , you’ve created this lying smile and people believe it . but then at night time , when you’re all alone in bed , the girl who everyone thought was always so happy , is crying her broken heart out .